letter to the universe

i get so bitter, being bitter, being bitter...
i have been so sad for so many years.
i am giving the sadness and sorrow and regret up for now.
i am giving in to the universe, the great abyss and nothingness.

i am hoping that my leap of fate will leave me with a bountiful load
testing the universe, without the test.
i am letting go, letting go
letting go of the bitterness, of the past.

living in this present state of right now
mindfulness and passion combined.
so please catch me...
everything around me, please catch me.